Take Me Away

Been getting sicker and sicker these days. Its just so hard to not think of all the problems im having. Went to the doctor's ytd, Got to know i'm having a very high blood pressure. And it really freaks me out on what the lady doctor says. That i might got some heart problems in the future and the older i am the higher chance i'll get more sickness. Sometimes, i would think about it again and again, and even cry about it.

Right now, i just dont know whats going on with my life. I need ELSC soo much.

babies meet soon please. [crying]

and i miss my baby sister too.

I hope you're doing fine shurahbby.I know we have alot too share. must meet soon!
to besti too okay!

I miss alot of people right now. I dont know why, but it feels soo long since i meet all.
I even miss my sibilings alot.

School has been soo hectic too(!)
I miss alot of lessons, and exams'tests are just around the corner. It hard to catch up, but i'll try my best i guess.

Lebaran is coming in just 10 more days. I'd only gotten myself 2 sets of outfits for raya, Still have not gotten my heels yet, and dad've not yet bought the yellow paint that he eagerly wanted to paint it this year. [haha]
well, i guess this year raya is different then any other previous years.

OOOH! not to forget. Baby E and Baby L's bdays are coming just in a week of time.
Is there any celebration girls? -_-

not to forget also! 17 is comingggggg. Im notttttt looking foward to it. Cause idk why, this year too many people are so excited for my bday. Alot have been asking what do i want for my birthday. (HAHAH!!!)

Well i'll post my wish list soon then. But guys(!), i dont want any suprises.(WHICH!) everyone know that i really really REALLY hate suprises. Wanna know why? cause i intend to hope more from SOME people eyy. (heh)

love life? ugrh.. i guess i wont talk about it here :(

take care guess. Ily'all